Musings of an Anonymous Indian

I am now contemplating how to proceed further with my blog and website.

I am faced with lots of musings and ideas on which I can write my half-baked, asterism like thoughts. Now, I am faced with work of how to make them proper thoughts, and how to present them like constellations, so that people don’t mistake them into something else.

My thoughts are stars I can’t fathom into constellations.

-Augustus Waters in The Fault In Our Stars, John Green

Did you got the inference to the quote I made in previous paragraph? I always quote the sentence whenever I feel like I have thoughts enough, but I cannot make them into proper sentences to convey them. You can say I am not able to convey them into essays and articles and speech. That sentence also reminds me of my fears whenever I used to give English exams, specifically the creative writing questions. We had to write 150-300 words articles or speech or reports, and I usually used to face writer’s block while writing those questions. I still face them, not knowing from where to start or how to start anything. I might still go through them, when I have started this blog, and deciding to post weekly. I might write this post now, but I might post it later, after some others post. Or I might even post it early, to show that I am amateur to all this blog thing.

I have many ideas to proceed with this website, like posting a serial story, or posting a poem section, where I post my poems there. Or I post some art gallery in this website. I don’t know.

I know that I posted my blog post about one of my favourite K-drama. Also, a post on love for Fiction. How can I get stuck? Real life, as well as my own musings coming in spurt and not at time, does make me feel that perhaps it is not easy to have well-thought out musings worth to share. Yes, I am basically repeating that again. But then, that is real life: mundane, sometimes repetitive, and your musings going round and round, repeating itself in your mind (I am talking about myself here). Hope I gain some insight as to what to do. I hope I do it well.

In real life, when my college is re-starting online, it had made me aware of my constraints in writing to my wish. Me working on college magazine during this semester break, along with enjoying and waiting for episode of my favourite K-drama, kept me busy for a while. As well, obviously, writing for my blog. But now, I am obviously thinking how to move ahead. I hope real life would not be too much to not upload weekly.